Today
Well the sorrow was there during the
day. I spend almost the whole day at school. First we had IMM
meeting with my group. I had to call them because they haven't been
in the library. They tried to blame me for being half an hour late
but it seemed I had it written down in my Icedove calendar that
it's in 11:00, cause I had received on a friday an email saying we
meet at 11:00 it seemed I received a second one few minutes after
by Ina but the email was addressed to my working email, thus I had
it wrongly scheduled. I tried to point out at the many probles and
a wrong way of working in the group so a big clash has emerged. Ina
found herself being insulted by my mean behaviour so she first said
she quits the IMM group as well the other group the IBP one.
Thanksfully with God's abundant mercy ang grace she returned back
in a couple of minutes and we continued reviewing the IMM internal
and external analysis. Well it's interesting that when I told them
how things are all started pointing at me and blaming, however I
felt a relief, it was quite bad that I raised my voice and started
sort of screaming at a certain point. But Ina really put me out of
balance with her attitude. The problem was that I'm telling them
things because I tend usually to think over things continuously and
I have some experience within the company I work for for more than
4 years now, but let me stop here because otherwise it might look
like proud and I don't want to have nothing with it. Let me
elaborate on the sorrow. My explanation is that this are demons
(torments) who are trying to torment my spirit as well as others
spirits so grief comes, I tend to experience this with a certain
people, you might think that I'm imaging things but anyways I'm
starting to get pretty much convinced that this is the key. I'm
listening the whole day last.fm related Christian Artists to Larry
Norman. I could say that they influnce on me is quite positive. I
feel calm and relaxed when I listen to this music. After the
meeting for IMM, I stayed some more time on the 1st floor in the
school library working on my IBP assignments (Industry Definition
and Strategic Positioning for the fabricated It company we have
it's called PinPane and it's main product line is supposed to be
notebook with touchscreen displays. With God's grace and great help
I was able to accomplish a lot today, the whole IBP think should be
pretty much completed I hand it in to the other group members and
now I'm waiting for their feedback. I don't have if I have
mentioned but in case I haven't I'm in a process of writting an
Exemption letter (basicly this is a letter you write describing
where you have worked and for how long, then a commission examines
it and decides if it's enough to free you from
Internship/Placement). I hope that with God's mercy all will went
okay, if that's the case then I could directly start writting my GA
(graduation assignment) and I'm done with the studies. The day went
quite okay, the only work I had to do was to fix few minor things
for Winner Ltd. one of the company I manage few servers. I thank
and Praise the Lord for his endless mercies to me the sinner.
Blessed be the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit now and Forever
and Ever ! Amen. Now I'll probably have my supper. Then maybe watch
a movie and then went to bed. But first I have to revise Pave's
Driving Forces part