just a reflection just a glimpse just a little reminder of all the what abouts and all the might have could have beens another day some other way but not another reason to continue and now you're one of us the wretched the hopes and prays the better days the far aways forget it it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it? it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it? now you know this is what it feels like now you know this is what it feels like the clouds will part and the sky cracks open and god himself will reach his fucking arm through just to push you down just to hold you down stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss and it's hard to believe it could come down to this back at the beginning sinking spinning and in the end we still pretend the time we spend not knowning when you're finally free and you could be (it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to) (it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it) now you know this is what it feels like now you know this is what it feels like there is a place in the back of mind where i used to try change now you know (now you know) this is what it feels like (this is what it feels like) (stop it) now you know this is what it feels like (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming) (you can try to stop it but it) (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming) (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming) (you can try to fucking stop it but it keeps on coming) (you can) (you can try) (it keeps on coming) (but it keeps on coming) (you can try) cunt