Reasoning over the existence
If man takes his time and takes a
look unprejudiced look on what is happening. I'm sure he won't fail
to notice the insanity of the surrounding world. Every new
technology or new procedure or social service. Makes the world more
and more confused and complex. I've been to a First Investment Bank
today to transfer some money to a friend's account. The bank
personnel acts so fake. The more people chase after the cult of
money the more out of their minds they got. Today I went to a
partly disabled christian friend of mine uncle Kolio (chicho
Kolio), he is an invalid on at least 70% and if not more he barely
moves with a help of assistant. It seems that for all the disabled
people in Dobrich there are around 7 or 8 professional paid
assistants granted from the municipality in other words there is
not enough personal to go and help him for ordinary stuff for at
least 2 hours a week. This is so insane seriously that my mind
hardly grasps it. I'm looking around and I see people going nowhere
everywhere. Nobody hasn't have even the smallest clue of what is
the reason for his existence (at times even me). Even people who
have any faith in the true God (The Holy Trinity) and confess
Christ as a Lord and saviour do have their unfaithfulness and
doubtfulness every now and then. For quite some time I'm
considering becoming a monk even though after I've red some blog
notes on who is suitable for becoming a monk I seem like more
suitable for becoming a priest. Anyhow probably you might be
interested at the blog so I share it here with you:
On Becoming an Orthodox Monk . Hope that might be helpful to
somebody out there. Currently I'm listening to Tourniquet and
relaxing a bit after I've had some (spiritual hard times) a couple
of hours before. Well that's mostly how my life flies this days. I
have to give thanks and Glory to God for all his unnumerous mercies
towards me! Thanks Lord!