Reasoning over the existence
If man takes his time and takes a look unprejudiced look on what is
happening. I'm sure he won't fail to notice the insanity of the
surrounding world. Every new technology or new procedure or social
service. Makes the world more and more confused and complex. I've
been to a First Investment Bank today to transfer some money to a
friend's account. The bank personnel acts so fake. The more people
chase after the cult of money the more out of their minds they got.
Today I went to a partly disabled christian friend of mine uncle
Kolio (chicho Kolio), he is an invalid on at least 70% and if not
more he barely moves with a help of assistant. It seems that for
all the disabled people in Dobrich there are around 7 or 8
professional paid assistants granted from the municipality in other
words there is not enough personal to go and help him for ordinary
stuff for at least 2 hours a week. This is so insane seriously that
my mind hardly grasps it. I'm looking around and I see people going
nowhere everywhere. Nobody hasn't have even the smallest clue of
what is the reason for his existence (at times even me). Even
people who have any faith in the true God (The Holy Trinity) and
confess Christ as a Lord and saviour do have their unfaithfulness
and doubtfulness every now and then. For quite some time I'm
considering becoming a monk even though after I've red some blog
notes on who is suitable for becoming a monk I seem like more
suitable for becoming a priest. Anyhow probably you might be
interested at the blog so I share it here with you:
On Becoming an Orthodox Monk . Hope that might be helpful to
somebody out there. Currently I'm listening to Tourniquet and
relaxing a bit after I've had some (spiritual hard times) a couple
of hours before. Well that's mostly how my life flies this days. I
have to give thanks and Glory to God for all his unnumerous mercies
towards me! Thanks Lord!