6 days in sickness
My physical health was quite not good during the last 6 / 7 days.
Today it was a quiet day. I haven't prayed seriously for few days
but I can't. Since my life looks like going nowhere. There is
almost nothing in this town which keeps me still. I went to the Old
Dobrich in Mino's coffee. But after a little argue and being a
little rude to a girl I leaved this awful mess. This guys are not a
good company/match for me. It seems I don't have friends except
Lily. Well I hope at least I haven't builded all the time for
nothing. Thanks Goodness that at least at work there isn't a lot of
work so I'm in a period of recovery. The world is going mad. I'm
starting to scare my self. Seems like, life is created to be lived
not to think about it's purpose.