Christmas
This christmas is again a failure. I'm not really happy from what
my life is nor my friends are. I think nobody respects me. I'm
convinced nobody loves nobody. I don't see answer to a particular
prayer so i'm stucked. I fucked up my freebsd system. I observe a
lot of problems when dealing with usbs under FreeBSD. Actually I
want to lay and not to wake up in the morning. I don't have the
love of my life something I've badly wanted all my life. The bible
tells us that we pray to our Heavenly Father he will give us what
we want just read that I wonder when this is going to happen ...
I'm so tired of waiting. I've spoke a lot of uncensored words today
... hell this world is going down. Does God save or not. If God
saves I'll let you know on my next posts (if there are such
..)