My sister and Bino's birthday
My sister and a friend of mine had a birthday yesterday. For a
present I and Alex decided to buy him a pc camera (embedded in the
nose of a teddy bear). I, Niki, Alex Bino went to celabrate the
birthday in a place located in the beginning of the central park
e.g. "Life". We ate pizza's prepared on open oven, after that we
went home where there was the birthday party of my sister happening
:). The day after yesterday, today I should say that I'm in a sort
of big spiritual sorrow and despair :(. The main reason for that is
that I'm a sort of person who is asking himself questions like "why
do we exist?", "why is this or why is that" and that happens all
the time probably it's wrong but I'm searching for the truth all
the time of my life although I know God is the truth himself, and
our Lord Jesus is with me as he said I still fear of so many things
and still I'm so imperfect ... Day after day I the sinner am
fighting with my disbelief and it's such a struggle.