May 2009 Archives
Mon May 25 22:23:18 EEST 2009
Glory be to God Almighty!
Thanks to our holy God The Father,
The Son and the Holy Spirit I had a safe journey to home.
Much has happened in the meantime in the Netherlands for which I don't want to comment yet.
I have to think closely over what has happened and write it down.
My family are changed for good by God for which I humbly thank him.
In Bulgaria it's so great I really really like it ! :)
Much has happened in the meantime in the Netherlands for which I don't want to comment yet.
I have to think closely over what has happened and write it down.
My family are changed for good by God for which I humbly thank him.
In Bulgaria it's so great I really really like it ! :)
Mon May 11 00:18:26 EEST 2009
A terrible times
The SHR project is going nowhere, the
teachers are playing with the group. Right now I'm drinking Amstel,
yesterday I tried The Dutch beer Grolsh it wasn't bad by the way.
I'm completely convinced that my family has no love for me. I've
recently suffered with a constipation again (a bit more than 3 days
without a complete poop). I'm trying to eat as much food I red is
good to be ate in cases of constipation, howver I still have
difficulties when pooping. Happily with God's help I was able to
poop today twice even thought I felt like I couldn't poop
completely again. I'm starting to think that this problem's source
are more deep. I experienced the same a couple of times previous
year. The food here is also a reason. The food is simply terrible.
I have absolutely no idea what to do next in my life. I don't know
what will happen with this university it will be really ridiculous
if I didn't succeed this semester I've prayed so much to God with a
requests to grant me graduate this times. Two days ago I woke up
eary in 6:00 o'clock in the morning because my room was filled with
a weed odour probably some mate was smoking weed, it is so terrible
in this country. I have absolutely no idea what to do with myself
next even if I graduate. Today I went to the bathroom at least 30
times (or more) attempting to bring some poo, my stomach was
swollen and I couldn't bring the poop out ... I'm constantly
thinking about becoming a priest or a monk right after I graduate.
There is no much that really hold me to this world. My health
problems causing frequent urination are calling up again ... it's
really hard to live in this condition I don't understand why God
doesn't heal me from that but anyways I cannot do much about. I
couldn't pray much anymore, I also feel so weak and tired this
days. It's getting darker and darker in this world. The weather is
getting more and more insane, probably the day of the lord is
coming near. Apart from that today I went to Ina's home cause we
had to work on the IBP plan. I've asked a friend of mine to design
a logo for our company and he did a great job. Tomorrow we have to
meet the teacher and ask him about what we have as a plan so far.
Later on I went to Sali and helped to Mimi (his wife) to peel some
potatoes, afterwards Sali borrowed me one of his bikes as he
usually does and we went for a drive around in the city. We went
throught the city center the Sonsbeek park and another park near
Sonsbeek after which we came back to his place. His wife Mimi
treated me with some fried potatoes which was pretty nice I haven't
eaten fried potatoes for maybe 5 months. That's mostly what is
happening, anyways I should thank God for his abundant mercies to
me the sinner. Glory be to The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit
now and forever and ever! Amen!
Tue May 5 01:35:21 EEST 2009
Worldometer
A friend of mine Alex pointed me out
to the following interesting website worldometer . The website tracks a
number of key factors continuously, it tracks things like birth
rate, gas consumption etc. etc. This days in Bulgaria are official
holidays and thanks God I don't have too much work. The previous a
copule of days were strained because of problems with a couple of
the servers. The Lord is too gracious to me. The previous week here
in the Netherlands ppl had their biggest celebration day the so
called "koninginneday" or in English the day of the queen. The
people parted like crazy, big crowds were heaped on the city
center, on many places there were small parties with DJs, a lot of
rock bands performed openly, on the open market a lot of people
were selling their old unneeded stuff. Zlati was my guest for 2
days. Today we had to meet for that SHR project and happily we
didn't get into a quarrel with nobody of the group, at a certain
point the atmosphere became really spirited I frelt weak and sleepy
an experience I often have here in the Netherlands, no matter how
much you eat (even when you get enough vitamins etc.) you feel
weak, there is a sort of madness crawling in the air. This days I'm
eating a lot I suspect there are quite a lot of spirits of gluttony
in that country. Anyways right after the group meeting I went with
Pavel to Albertheijn for him to get some groceries, after that we
headed to his place on our way we entered "Deka market" in order to
get him something more I bought some sort of cream from there and
from the near-by market we bought some baklava cakes and ate them
at his room. Thanks God I got inspired and I was able to write
stuff about my IBP's quality part as I have prayed that God expire
me, there is some more to write about that still but everything is
possible with God. Often I feel sad that I cannot abide constantly
in prayer and fasting and that the world is so evil. It's so sad
that people decided to openly follow the devil in their deeds and
attitude ... Anyways Glory be To God for his great mercies towards
me the sinner ! Glory be to you Oh Lord! Glory to you ! Amen