February 2007 Archives
Mon Feb 26 23:59:19 EET 2007
Blah Blah
It was really steressing day. All
started with a lot of calls to NetInfo's Office then to our Office
in Varna to explain what is happening to one of our servers
design-bg.net. In the end after 2 hours of stress and even more
everything come on it's place Praise the LORD for this he helped
me. Right after design-bg.net was up mail.design.bg almost freeze
with God's help everything came to normal after a simple reboot. In
12:00 to 12:40 I drunk coffee with some friends, after that spent
some time in the library. In 14:15 the management test seemed to be
in a small room and I was able to copy stuff from my collegues on
the test:] Yeash CopyCat :]. Mitko and Habib was my guests today
and we ate spinach's soup with green salad and plant yellow cheese.
Thanks to the Lord for being merciful over my sins. Yesterday I got
drunk I drunk 200 gr. of ROM and 1 beer. After that I went home
singing and listening to Metallica's songs simultaneously, there
was odd movement red eyes and head banging for almost an hour :]. I
spend so many things for absolutely useless things, I am ashamed of
myself. I acted like an animal. I really wonder why the world still
exists If it's such an awful place to be. I really doubt about the
meaning of my life. Things seems to go in a bad way for me and a
lot of ppl around me. I really hope the Lord will interfere and
everything will come to place but who knows the Paths the Creator
has created for us?
Mon Feb 26 00:49:56 EET 2007
Drunk
I drinked 100 gr. of Rom and a beer
after that and I got drunk. I have some problems with one of the
servers in DBG. I hope the machine's hard drive didn't die. If the
hdd is dead it would be very very bad for me. Tomorrow I have test
in Management. As usual I haven't study :]] I'm listening to
Pantera and I want to drink more .. which is not good at all.
Thu Feb 22 17:22:47 EET 2007
Day After Day
I forgot I had German in the morning
so I get to sleep at 3:00 a.m. In the morning my mother wake me up
to ask my did I have lectures. I said yes in 10:00 then I
rembembered about the German. I tried as fast as possible to stand
up wash my teeths and go to the college. After the German we had
some Introduction to Management classes. One of our programmers
Pesho called me and said we have a problem with few of the scripts
setupped to be run on crontab on one of the servers, then also the
other programmer Milen called and said he had a problem with some
other script which loops one of the webservers ... having problems
is really unpleasant. At least I'm not so sleepy as I should be for
the small quantity of time I've slept in the night. We went to a
coffee with Narf and Nomen in the lunch break after that Management
again. And now I'm doing some stuff on the servers. I'm little
tired now and maybe I'll sleep. Praise the Lord for I'm spiritually
okay most of the time today. Thanks God :]
Wed Feb 21 00:18:21 EET 2007
A sinner
I'm such a sinner. I'm ashamed of me
... I want to stop sinning but every time I sin again. I pray the
Lord to fix my problem and do my paths before his eyes
rightfulness. Please lord see my prayers and deliver me and bless
me with what my soul desires, for what you have made me. I've
really no idea where my life will end. A lot of times I think of
selling everything I have and following the Saviour. Please Lord
don't let me die in my sin. Give me a way out. Set me Free Lord
Jesus Christ please. The day was ordinar nothing interesting at
all. The day started with lectures in Business Communication in
8:45 up to 10:00 after that from 12:30 to 2:00 I had German and
from 2:15 to 3:45 I had Introduction to Management Classes. After
that I worked a little on the servers ... Praise be to God for
being merciful to me the sinner. I really don't want to grieve him
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Mon Feb 19 21:31:54 EET 2007
Farting all the day
Can't stop farting terribly the whole
day :] Yesterday I ate tons of food without thinking I'll suffer in
the morning. I woke up with terrible acids in the stomach. It's
like the sin. When you sin again and again you don't realize sin
leads consequences after him body suffering illness and death in
the end both spiritual and physical. My day started terrifying. I
was feeling cold most of the day. I have a bad blood movement so
it's very usual for me to feel cold. I hate this coldness! I went
to the college for an hour it happened I have hour after 1 hour. I
was almost ready to sleep walking. Today I'm terribly sleepy. On my
home I met "Narf" a collegue in the college who is an IRC maniac
and linux fan also :]. He proposed to drink coffee. So we spent an
hour on a coffee. He explained me about the structure of the IRC in
general it seems the backbone of the UniBG irc is debian.spnet.net.
After an hour we went to the college but it seems like our English
class was not after an hour but 2 hours, again the dumbs mismatched
The Schedule. Nomen was infront of the college and we drunk coffee
together on the fountain. I had Introduction to Management after
the Business English. My classes ended in 15:45. I take Habib and
we went home and discussed his plans about his future. He have
plans to fly for UK if they approve him for Visa and make some
money to be able to pay his taxes. After that Nomen come home we
played MAMEs. A very commical situation was in the midday when I
was with Nomen infront of a food kiosks, he was wayting for his
snack, suddenly I farted terribly :]]. And we started laughing
cause it smelled very brutally :]] I have peace almost the whole
day. And I feel God's love through his holy spirit. Thanks Lord
Shabbaoth glory be to your Holy name Father!
Sun Feb 18 19:43:16 EET 2007
Liturgy
Today we went to the Orthodox Church
St. Georgi here in the town. It was really pleasant experience.
Praise the Lord. His Holy Spirit filled me. Few times in the Day I
felt bad spiritually but thanks to God now. I'm better now. The
Priest in the Church who leaded the Liturgy was the one I like
really, he said very pleasant things to the people encouraging them
and advising them to forgive so God to forgive them. After the
Liturgy I, Static and Nomen decided to go to the Chineese
Restaurant and cause we were hungry, we ate. I ate and drinked a
coffee. Discussed the Wonderful dream that God give to Static for
which I mentioned in my previous post. After that we went to
Static's home and played on his Playstation 2 Mortal Kombat eated
wafers and drunk Pepsi ( Like ordinary Americans do ;]]). We played
a little with his Macintosh and after that I went home.
Sun Feb 17 19:20:47 EET 2007
The Advantages Of Using Free Software Instead Of Proprietary One
I almost forgot. We had to do a
presentation in the College on a free theme I choosed "The
Advantages Of Using Free Software Instead Of Proprietary One" from
this link you can check was all about
Free Software Advantages Presentation .
The presentation went smoothly as a whole the only problem was that my collegues had no really idea what is all this about. The good thing is that the Business Communication teacher said the theme is really interesting and likes what I did. God was merciful also to give me a peace during the whole presentation thing.
Thank you LORD.
There is also a plain text version of the presentation which can be seen here
The presentation went smoothly as a whole the only problem was that my collegues had no really idea what is all this about. The good thing is that the Business Communication teacher said the theme is really interesting and likes what I did. God was merciful also to give me a peace during the whole presentation thing.
Thank you LORD.
There is also a plain text version of the presentation which can be seen here
Sun Feb 17 16:11:20 EET 2007
Back on the Road Again
Yesterday I've went through a
depression. The depression is trying to hunt me periodically. Right
now I feel soso. So Praise the Lord. Yesterday I found out I passed
the Accounting exam this was a great deal (thanks LORD). Today
since it's Saturday I hoped I will be able to sleep until 2, 3
o'clock unfortunately Tisho came and wake me up. Tisho is a friend
I borrowed some money a week and a half ago. I can't communicate
normally with this guy I don't know why ... We went to Mitko to
take him for a coffee. e was playing Mugen ( A StreetFighter like
cool fighting game). We stayed their for 30 minutes probably and
then went to the fountain for a coffee. It was boring as a whole we
smoked some cigaretes then everybody went to his home. When I came
back I upgraded the PHP modules on two of the boxes of DBG and
right now I upgraded the clamav release. Meanwhile My boss make
some interviews for a new server admin in the firm. One friend Joro
went on the Interview and the Boss approved him for the Job. What I
am wandering and feeling about is, will this be me substitution in
the firm or this will be just another local administrator for the
office. Actually I hope this thing would happen that God has
thought about me. I wait for the Lord to direct my way to somewhere
since I'm in the ocean as and no Land can be seen, just like I
dreamed in one of my dreams before few months. In 5 o'clock I'll
meet Joro to speak about him how his interview in DBG went and
possibly what will be his exam. ( I'll be the examiner :]). Static
come home yesterday and told me the dream he had the previous
night. He dreamed the Lord Jesus Christ. Here is the dream. Our
saviour was standing on a platform of a sort of clouds and a lot of
people were around him. He was all in light and everything around
was light, there were 4 pillars ending in a sort of a sky. Jesus
was all in white (white more whiter than any light in the world we
can observe), he was with long White beard and Long white hair.
Then my friend who dreamed this dream just thought in his mind "Oh
Lord that's you." Then the Lord Jesus Christ pointed at him and he
started ascending into the skies, full of very deep joy. After that
he just woke up and prayed. Well Praise the Lord for giving to one
of my brothers such a wonderful dream. I hope his mercy will guard
us all. Let Christ's peace be in our hearts. Amen
Mon Feb 5 03:52:26 EET 2007
The day wasn't so bad at all
Yesterday I was on a birthday of a
one girl Krisi she is 18 already. It was a standard teen party.
Awful place, I drunk 3 beers and smoked a lot of cigaretes in
general we discussed with some ppl Does the Lord exist things. Is
evolution real is it possible at all things like this. There was
one boy who was keen on Free Software GPL etc. I realized I'm a
real psycho after I started to convince him Windows and M$ products
are much better than free software :]. After 3 hours speaking like
a 15 years m$ user. When walking back for home. I asked my self
what the heck? What I did I'm real psycho ;]. Zuio and I broke 1
flowerpot when doing POGO on a Hipodil song. I eat some strange
salad with hands ( I pretended to be a Bangla person ) :]. Nomen
drunk a lot and got angry at a guy and proposed to start a fight:].
In 5:30 a.m. we were already at home. Our mood got fucked up a
little when going back to home. In the morning Papi wake me up and
suggested to go to a coffee, I aggreed as usual but I did
misunderstood about the place where we decided to see, and waited
on other place after that I realized I did a mistake and he meant
we have to see each other in the Winter Theather not the Summer One
(silly me). After that normal day I eat. I did some server
descriptions, played mame in Nomen (I went his home). I was able to
start gxmame to work in fullscreen in the end (my integrated video
card is doing alot of problems about the games) but I found out the
xmame -ef 1 option. That one rules.