June 2007 Archives
Thu Jun 28 15:36:49 EEST 2007
Thanks to God, yesterday I had a great day
Yesterday was a good day in general.
Ofcourse as ever thanks to God. The day before yesterday I was
feeling bad and I prayed asking of God something to become
happening in my life. Yesterday Pro-XeX called and we drinked a
coffee on The Fountain coffee with him and Amridikon. I received
only one call from the Office for the whole day and later Bino an
old friend come home and was my guest for few hours, in the evening
we met with Nomen and we decided we would watch a film on the
Cinema. The Film that was projected was called "The Pirates of
Carribbean Sea", the film was empty of meaning just a tale I wasn't
able to get most of the conceptions of the film it was just things
happening all around the film an action happenning with some
elements of humour. After that I send Nomen to his home and went
home. I prayed with the Evening Orthodox Prayers as usual and as
usual after that prayed with my own prayer for people I wish that
God would give a hand. Today I red about the living of a saint
Seraphim Sarov who used to live in russia. His life story is quite
interesting, His teaching of the purpose of a Christian was
absolutely truth and what he said in his teaching was something I
was all the time knowing. He said the Purpose of a Christian life
is to be fulfilled and with the Holy Spirit staying in The Body of
Christ Jesus, great truth, I read a documented conversation between
the saint and an ordinary Russian citizen, st. Seraphim Sarov
explained in this conversation how to recognize if we are fulfilled
with the Holy Spirit and through this in Jesus's Christ body. His
explanation was something which I also know from experience so I
know this saint is speaking of a Truth. When I was reading his
documented with his speech I was feeling the presence of God so
near. And was feeling exactly what st. Seraphim said a man feels in
the Presence of The Holy Trinity! So Praise be to God
Almighty!
Mon Jun 25 15:28:37 EEST 2007
Need something to push me go on
The day didn't started good. I feel
lonely although I know I'm not, hope this won't waste for too long.
I hope something would happen into my life to give me a new breath
and power to continue the path destined for me.
Mon Jun 25 03:02:05 EEST 2007
How my day passed
My day started at 10:00 when a man
called and asked is his Windows preinstalled and I pointed him to
call to Nomen because his computer was in Nomen. Later I met Nomen
and we have a walk in the central park. Then we went to see Jivko
the Beggar. Hel told us a story how a skinhead started throwing
stones at him for no reason ... A sort of protestant Christian came
and started telling me very messed things about Christ his new life
etc. etc. I told him that I would send him to a hospital If I had
the power :]. After that I met Lily and we walked for sometime
together on my way to my uncle. I tried to read/explain him The New
Testament "The Gospel of Mark". But every time I started telling
him how Christ has paid the price for us with his Holy Blood, and
how He exchanged his rightfulness for our unrightfulness he started
to get sleepy (strange). After that we had a great dinner together,
I decided to stay for the dinner just because I wanted to suggest
them to pray before eating, we prayed together with "The Lord's
Prayer". After that I decided to walk to Mino's coffee and I
drinked a beer there with Ceco and Dido. After that I went home and
spend some time reading posts on the
"http://whygodwonthealamputees.com". This forums are addictive but
seems that are disturbing for my spiritual health, so I should to
visit this place. I read some Christians on the Topic some of them
were interesting it's seems St. Anthony healed amputees so someday
It's vital to read about the Living of this Saint. The day passed
comparingly untroublful for which I may only give a thanks to God
:]. Few times during the day I hhave lost the point of where my
life is going to and I doubt about my faith and Christ as a Saviour
and the meaning of life, but it's unescapable it's the devil work
to put lies into my head in the end :].
Fri Jun 22 03:51:40 EEST 2007
The Beggar ...
It's such a pain into my heart.
Yesterday I and Mitko was walking down to see how is in Mino's
coffee when we met a beggar actually I have seen this man a lot of
times he is 37 ... now he even broke his arm. It hurts when I
remember him. We talked a little with him and as I understand he is
a Protestant Christian ... he is so young and It hurts I really
hope God Almighty would do something for this man ... he is an
alcoholic, but in everything he speaks he is searching for truth ..
He told me a part of his story he used to have a family and
children but his wife divorced him and 2003 or 2004 and took him
everything he has since then he is on the street. For 3 years he is
looking like an old and dying man he said he sleeps under a balcony
and even when he gains some money begging there are guys who came
and rob him ... Today he said he haven't eat food for 2 days and he
is still not hungry .. I tried to speak with him telling him God
can get him out of living on the street but he said he also wants
but it's not God's will to have a living place I hope this is not
true. I really Pray and Beg to God and hope the Lord would have
mercy over this man.