Lost
Without meaning, i just wanna stop to exist I don't hear anything.
I don't want to hear anything I don't want to continue to suffer.
The whole world and existence is a great delusion a suffering for
nothing. I have tried my best with Faith it seems I'm not a match
of it. I hope my existence to stop soon. Nobody really cares for me
that's what I think even through the bible says God is aware of our
sufferings and problems the reality shows the opposite. If God
cares at least a little he will grant me a fucking physical
Health!