What's goin on recently
At Saturday I had my first driving license. The instructor let me
drive on the road for Balchik. Happily the driving went smoothly of
course I made a lot of mistakes which is pretty normal for a first
time driving. In the afternoon we went out for a walk with Niki. We
just went out when Vlado (Hellpain) called, he came back to Dobrich
for a day, we met for a coffee after which we stayed for 2 hours in
the central park. Today as usual I attended the liturgy at the
orthodox Church. Today it's a big Christian Orthodox holiday, it's
the day in which the Our Lord Jesus Christ send the Holy Spirit to
the early Church fathers (the apostles). The apostles heard a great
noise and they see the Holy Spirit descending from heaven in a form
of burning tongues, each tongue coming above the head of each of
the apostles and the rest of the first believers in our Lord and
Saviour Jesus. I'm still in doubt should I decide to go or not to
the Netherlands. I applied for a room there through
http://vivare.nl yesterday. But still haven't received a
confirmation for approval and I haven't send a deposit for a room.
I made research about the Arnhem Business School (ABS) and talked
and I'm talking with a friend who went to study in Holland the last
year. In the afternoon I watched an old russian movie which is
marked as a SCI-FI genre (Kin Dza Dza), I got the title from the
top 20 in IMDB. Yeah I can say that the movie was pretty freaky :).
Vladi did call me again and said one of the servers in the office
had crashed I spoke with of my colleagues with a request to go to
the office and restart the box but it seems the box isn't booting.
Tomorrow I'll catch an early bus for Varna and went to the office
to see what's wrong with the machine (hope it's not a serious
hardware problem). That's most of it. To be honest although God
grants me a lot of his divine grace I still feel a bit of lost and
pathless and struggle to fight my lack of faith, and bad habits.
I'm praying everyday for a physical healing but I still haven't
completely recovered from my sickness. I have sinned badly in my
past and I deserve to have that sickness but still I honestly I'm
repenting day after day for my bad life in the past and the near
present ... Another think I should say is that a friend of mine has
died I saw his obituary hanging on a tree
, His name was
Alexander (Sashe) known among us by the nickname (Saketo), he was a
drug addict and that killed him I hope he is with God know peace be
upon him.