вт сеп 23 22:07:54 EEST 2008

Everything you ever wondered about farting!

I was googling around and stucked upon this interesting website which explains everything you ever wondered about farting :) I'm reading it right now and have a lot of fun. Apart from this let me tell you few words about how my school is going. Well I'm totally uninterested about the matters we study and at the same time it's a bit difficult for me to catch up everything in the classes. My mind rejects to work properly now and then and when I try to say something I block (fail to remember) certain words. I should be and thankful to God that at least I don't have serious issues with the servers, everything is running smoothly. I should say I miss mothercountry Bulgaria. Today we had Dutch Language and Culture classes and after that Counseling. In this counselling lesson I didn't really liked it like the last time we had 2 weeks ago. I had some problems with HAN Internet Connection in the Hogelschool (the Dutch word for college). Dutch is really hard language to learn .. I even see some fundamental holes in my English which I'm trying to fill in this days. At Thursday we had to gather with my group and we have to work on The Change Management Project, yes I think I still haven't mentioned that here but we're having that module (subject), Change Management. The other disciplines we study are European Integration and Business Ethics. I should say that this business ethic classes are really pissing me off. If I put my business ethics experience in one word the word would be "chaos". What really irritates me is that the teachers here doesn't really teach anything they just share their ideas and point of view and if you didn't comply with their opinion then you're wrong and they're right. Another nasty thing is they want us to accept their personal phylosophies and ideas but if we try to present them ours they're fighting us and not really listening (ignoring us). I got that impression here that there is not really a good systematic approach in going through the subjects, classes are more like (phylisophical discussions) rather than studying theoretical models. Another thing I cannot really accet is that they're stressing too much on the HBDI model. They think that because this model for brain analysis is proofed it might always be used successfully to analyze your mind work (a way of thinking). If wondering what is HBDI read more about it here , also you might be interested to check out this website . An interesting fact is that Microsoft is heavily using that model in their recruitment and selection of personnel. The basic 4 colours used in the model are much used within Microsoft Products and the Google search engine, e.g. take a close look at the Google's s logo it contains that 4 colours (green, yellow, red, blue). To end up this post I have to say I really am homesics, I miss my friends and parents a lot and I'm unpatient to go home. Today it was a hard day for me, I regreted deeply that I didn't choose to stay (transfer in the Hotel Management programme) in the International University College in Dobrich. Now I have to study for 2 more years and I really have problems with my thinking, information I know really mixes and the result is not pretty. I was not productive (efficient) this whole day, I'm really angry at times I cannot do anything right and most of the time here it looks like I'm loosing my time, hope I'm wrong and I'm not loosing my time. At least I have a good possibility to get more proficient in speaking English .. To conclude that post I have to thank God for still taking care for me and giving me so much day by day.