Bought a new coat and my (possible)
constipation
Today we went to the city center of Arnhem with Ina and Ina helped
me to buy a winter coat a shawl and a winter hat. I'm so dazed the
whole day that might be a consequence of the fact I haven't pooped
normally since 4 days or so. I felt so bad there in the center so
disconnected from all this ppl buying. This life is definetely not
for me. I'm starting to disfuse more and more, when will I be ...
something that matters. Since I have constipation I prayed the Lord
that he grants me to have a bowel movement (drop the poops out of
me), still I haven't made a caca. At least the servers were running
quite OK today. Thanks Lord, I still hope on your mercy ...