Today
Well the sorrow was there during the day. I spend almost the whole
day at school. First we had IMM meeting with my group. I had to
call them because they haven't been in the library. They tried to
blame me for being half an hour late but it seemed I had it written
down in my Icedove calendar that it's in 11:00, cause I had
received on a friday an email saying we meet at 11:00 it seemed I
received a second one few minutes after by Ina but the email was
addressed to my working email, thus I had it wrongly scheduled. I
tried to point out at the many probles and a wrong way of working
in the group so a big clash has emerged. Ina found herself being
insulted by my mean behaviour so she first said she quits the IMM
group as well the other group the IBP one. Thanksfully with God's
abundant mercy ang grace she returned back in a couple of minutes
and we continued reviewing the IMM internal and external analysis.
Well it's interesting that when I told them how things are all
started pointing at me and blaming, however I felt a relief, it was
quite bad that I raised my voice and started sort of screaming at a
certain point. But Ina really put me out of balance with her
attitude. The problem was that I'm telling them things because I
tend usually to think over things continuously and I have some
experience within the company I work for for more than 4 years now,
but let me stop here because otherwise it might look like proud and
I don't want to have nothing with it. Let me elaborate on the
sorrow. My explanation is that this are demons (torments) who are
trying to torment my spirit as well as others spirits so grief
comes, I tend to experience this with a certain people, you might
think that I'm imaging things but anyways I'm starting to get
pretty much convinced that this is the key. I'm listening the whole
day last.fm related Christian Artists to Larry Norman. I could say
that they influnce on me is quite positive. I feel calm and relaxed
when I listen to this music. After the meeting for IMM, I stayed
some more time on the 1st floor in the school library working on my
IBP assignments (Industry Definition and Strategic Positioning for
the fabricated It company we have it's called PinPane and it's main
product line is supposed to be notebook with touchscreen displays.
With God's grace and great help I was able to accomplish a lot
today, the whole IBP think should be pretty much completed I hand
it in to the other group members and now I'm waiting for their
feedback. I don't have if I have mentioned but in case I haven't
I'm in a process of writting an Exemption letter (basicly this is a
letter you write describing where you have worked and for how long,
then a commission examines it and decides if it's enough to free
you from Internship/Placement). I hope that with God's mercy all
will went okay, if that's the case then I could directly start
writting my GA (graduation assignment) and I'm done with the
studies. The day went quite okay, the only work I had to do was to
fix few minor things for Winner Ltd. one of the company I manage
few servers. I thank and Praise the Lord for his endless mercies to
me the sinner. Blessed be the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit
now and Forever and Ever ! Amen. Now I'll probably have my supper.
Then maybe watch a movie and then went to bed. But first I have to
revise Pave's Driving Forces part
