My uncle has departed from the living
Yesterday I received the mournful news. My uncle has passed away
from this life after almost 5 years of being bed-ridden if I'm not
mistaken. He used to suffer a terrible sickness which is quite
common mostly for Jewish people. His liver has stopped working at
all 3 days ago or so. The doctors said he is on his way. So on
14.11.2008 he has passed from the living to I hope (God) ...
.. I
have only good memories about him. Especially when I was a kid he
used to buy me chocolate eggs (kinder surprise) on a regular basis.
I used to wash his car at (Kozluduici) the village of my grandma
and grandpa from my father's side. The last time I saw in a normal
condition was when we had a dinner together at a restaurant. I
plainly can remember that he looked tired. I asked him uncle what's
going on with you, and he said he is trying to learn Italian but
he's too old for learning italian, he looked advanced in years
although he was still a little after 40's.. I pray that God (Jesus)
has mercy on him and has taken him in heaven and saved him from
eternal damnation. Today I went to a Liturgy at the Orthodox church
in Arnhem at last it was opened there was a church service and the
Bishop or (Archibishop?) Antonii from Moldova was especially а
guest for this church service. It was hard to communicate with most
of the people of the Church since it was a Russian Church and most
people spoke in Russian a language that I couldn't understand. God
has grant me from his divine grace. During the service I would say
that satan tried to sow bad thoughts about the priests and bishop
because both of them were with bellies .. Which I tried to fight
but it was really hard for me to fight it, so I prayed God to
forgive me about that. The previous week I haven't done anything
right I have to do tons of presentatoins and assignments and I
couldn't because I feel stucked every time I try to start them ...
Oh Jesus Christ Lord and saviour please teach me help me to make
that things on time I can't alone. I feel regret, I'm sick of
feeling regret the physical infirmity I suffer is also I hard one
to walk with ... Until Oh Lord you won't have mercy over me the
sinner ... Please Lord Mercy, Heal me Lord gracious Lord Jesus I'll
proclaim your miracle and serve you until my last day I promise if
you just fix my mind and body ...