нд ное 30 21:15:59 EET 2008

A trip to Brurssels

Tomorrow Monday, we're on our way to Brussels. We'll be there for 3 days. The aim of our trip and visitation to the European parliament and the meetings with the Euro deputies who happen to be a country representatives is to answer the question how far is the integration in the European Union. The good thing is that Mr. Joop Vinke the HRQM dean has provided us with a sponsor who is granting us 4100 EUR! All who were willing to participate in the project had to participate in the organization and preparations to make the trip possible. Some has to book the hotel rooms others had to take care for the train tickets and the rest of us had to organize at least 5 meetings with Euro representatives. We'll gather the data we need from Euro deputies in a form of Q&A interviews. I should note that working with this bunch of assholes is a complete nightmare. The whole preparations lacked any kind of structure task between responsible groups weren't divided properly. Some of the students that took responsibilities for some of the things didn't cared much so they haven't done it properly IMHO. My group of 3 people includes Allan and Mathijs and yes working with them is a taugh job. I want enter into details but in general the whole thing was a big mess. I just hope that things will went flawless in Brussels in the European Parliament and in the European Economic Social Commitee where luckily thanks to God I was able to arrange a visitation and an interview. Mrs. Nadia Boekhouf was really kind to me but I can foresee God's work behind that. I prayed to God that we go to Brussels. And obviously our mercyful God has answered with Yes! Thanks Lord! :) I'm trying to fast right now although I'm not really succesful yes I abstain from meat, eggs, milk animal products etc. but at the same time I eat a lot of food. Here in the Netherlands all people are eating a lot it's terrible. Sometimes I cannot stop eating ... I'm in an internal struggles I'm uncertain what I should do with my life. I don't know if I do fit with this world. Everything is so fake, quite often I think about becoming a priest or monk. The lack of good friends and regular communication with "interesting" people makes me sad and quite often irritated. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a bad nightmare. I should thank God that he is too merciful to me and especially thank him here that I almost don't have work on the servers and all runs smoothly. I humbly bow down before the creator the HOly Trinity (The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit)! Amen Glory be to God Almighty! Everytime I fall(despair) and it's almost everyday, he is there to bring me up again ...